Why do you really have to travel solo? How is it benefiting you in any way? What does it give you?
Running away from the crowd, chasing yourself, being selfish, running from relationships, chasing silence, only meditating and finding love for yourself; solo travelling isn’t really any of this.
It is actually walking towards self-growth while learning positives about the world. It lets you grow step by step while approaching a sustainable form of self-love. It lets you build relationships out of your own while the love for self, increases more than ever. Sacrifice, compromise and judgements; you leave a life full of this baggage while you pack your own unorganized suitcase full of mixed-feelings in searching for something, you find after reaching to it.
Because you are so engrossed in just the journey, your bonds seem to lighten and the head seems to float above reality.
The society you lived in, did teach you interdependence but at a cost. And while you step on your unnamed road to nowhere, you discover interdependence only comes with love and no cost.
So remember, while everyone chases definitions, you chase meanings!
Happy loving yourself in these journeys.